An astonishing warm feeling enveloped my mind and body as I stared out at the churning lake. I realized that the blinding sun would surely burn me by the end of the day. I had no idea where the day would take me. At first, I was a little afraid to get in the little boat and go there all day. What if I don't come back? I had never fished alone. All I wanted to do was catch the perfect fish. It didn't have to be big or chunky, it was just perfect for me. So I gathered my courage and took a chance. The last time I took a risk, I paid dearly for it. Sarina was the perfect girl and I was determined to let her know how I felt about her. She didn't make me happy. Happiness wasn't exactly the emotion she aroused in me. His presence brought out something much deeper and more sincere in me. She was the foundation of my utopia. She had a special quality about her. Most people I know walk around with their souls trapped in their bodies. She was one of those unique people whose body was held captive by her soul. Thirty seconds a minute, I thought about her. I always made sure she had everything. It took me six months before I could even tell him how I felt. When I finally told her how I felt, she took the news very well, but I knew she wasn't interested. After telling me that our friendship was too close for us to be romantically involved, I swept up the pieces of my broken heart, put them in my pocket, and left. I had it on my hook but she threw it away. I showed kindness and patience, and she used me. I gave her everything she asked for. She took the bait and ran away. She avoided... middle of paper...tch! "The only thing that came to my mind was that she wasn't worth it. I tried and I failed. My conscience was clear and it was time for me to move on. I realized that I wasn't in love. You can't be in love without someone returning the same fervor. Adoration must be exchanged in both directions. lonely translates into a simple reverence. I had taken the opportunity to take the friendship a little further, without knowing how it would end. The feeling of serenity turned into annoyance and frustration. chased the majestic fish all day to trap the wrong one. The day sucked me twice as bait. Finally, the fish fetish was deemed unnecessary. got what she needed from me and I lost interest and rowed back to shore..