Essay of my lifeMy life, I would describe it as insane, crazy, complicated, accomplished and blessed. I have a lot to write about but let's start with my early childhood. I remember when I was just four years old and standing next to my cousin when he “accidentally” shot my mother. I just remember hearing it loud (bang). Next thing I know, I heard the car stop, and then everyone started screaming. From that point on, it was just a big blur. The funny thing is, I remember my aunt taking me to the hospital to see my mom, but I didn't want to hear it because I was afraid of all the medical supplies and staples in his stomach. Yeah I know, it's crazy, right? I was young and lots of things scared me! But I can say that as a child, I couldn't have been happier to see her. Knowing that she was okay gave me a sense of relief and comfort. Now I'm going to skip this story mainly because I don't remember part of my childhood. Now let's talk about my favorite things about my childhood. Until I was about ten years old, I was used to getting whatever I wanted. Especially because I was the only child. Oh how I loved Christmas, my birthday, Easter and anything else where I received gifts. Yeah, when you're a kid, not everyone thinks about the true meaning of this holiday. But it was nice to have all these gifts and get everything you wanted. Haha, I've always been spoiled. But when I acted like a spoiled brat, that's when my grandmother would attack me. Yes, it was my grandmother who ended up raising me. But that's a long story in itself. I remember going to the family reunion when I was seven and it was my first time away from home, we lived in Oklahoma but ended up going to Atlanta, Georgia for the meeting. The boy was... middle of paper... that's why I work the way I do to make sure they have everything they need and I'll make sure they don't never have to struggle like I do. Having more than I have and never having to worry about where their next meal is coming from. I'm glad God gave me the things he gave me. May He continue to bless me and love me for who I am. Now the recent update in my current life is that I am currently working on a music CD and have my own beats, hoodies and cellphone stores. Currently in development and early stages. But I'm happy again to have these privileges that I have. Others have nothing and are in a worse situation than me. In conclusion, I would just like to say that life can be difficult and one wonders if life is even worth living. But it will eventually show that this is the case. Don't let negativity get you down and you will get through it.